Lacking an embrace

I miss my brother so fucking much it hurts. I have this thing for tall guys with a big reach. Duh! I married one. My baby brother had few words but when he hugged you it was as if he were wrapping you in everything he couldn't vocalize. My other brother who's just 23 months younger than I is a nice guy and all but his hugs are weak and mean little. Deane? He meant it when he hugged you. You took your life into your own hands when you agreed to a hug. I hadn't seen him in a year and a half, but I miss him like crazy and I hate how much it hurts. Later maybe I'll tell you how absulutely pissed off I am at him but right now I just miss his embrace.